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Monday, January 12, 2009

When you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you...

I hate the constant reminders of you. Your best friend's girlfriend was telling my best friend about how you guys are super close, how you're soo cool, and how she totally needs to talk to me about some stuff... about you. As soon as I heard that, my stomach dropped. I'm anxious, I'm nervous... I want to know, but at the same time I feel completely scared and sick and I know that I'm better off just not knowing. I never really see her, so I'm sure I'll never find out anyway...

On another, but still slightly similar note... You know how some people believe that everyone has a soulmate? I want to believe that so desperately. I want there to be someone out there for me, that was meant to wake up next to me every morning. Except I kind of don't feel like there is.
What about those people who never get married? What happened to their soulmate?
Maybe my soulmate was out there, and just died in a fire before I was able to meet him. =/

Oh! I downloaded Taylor Swift's Fearless cd last night. I love it. The song Fifteen has been stuck in my head since then.
"Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them."
"Abigail gave everything she had to a boy who changed his mind."


miss feedmekicks* said...

that song sounds nice.

i think that there is someone for you. you are young and you need to realzie that you can't rush into things. you can;t automatically jump from one person to another.

it kinda seems like that's what you are trying to do just because you don't have stephen anymore.