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Thursday, January 15, 2009

I've been to the year 3000.

I'm looking up scholarships, I applied to UNO, I'm getting stuff done and starting to not be so terrified about my future.
I'm still stressed, I've still got lots to do, but at this exact moment, with a list of scholarships I need to apply for in front of me, I feel secure.
On my UNO application I said I wanted to be a journalism major. I've been contemplating that since I took journalism my sophomore and love it. I'm still not completely sure that it's what I want to do, but I do know that I enjoy being a part of the school paper and I'm going to give it a try. I still want to attend cosmetology school, I might try and start that during the summer? I'm not sure yet, but I will figure it out.

And I'm pretty sure that I won't be touching any drug again soon. I don't know what happened yesterday, I thought it would help me feel better. I guess I felt happier? But I was embarassed about it, I didn't tell anyone about it because I didn't want them to think I was stupid or be disappointed in me. I don't know... I just know that it's useless, that I'm going to be happy without it.

I'm still really sad that Specktra won't work on my computer. :( It's where I spend all my online time, and now I get bored without it.
I really need to start working out more, I've been doing these short strength training videos most every day, but I haven't been doing much cardio. That should change.


miss feedmekicks* said...

atleast you are doing good on the scholarship thing.

i have a fastweb account, but its so overwhelming for me. so i havent really started anything. oh well, tho.

and as for the spektra thing, you should try using a different browser. with my old computer, remember i told you that internet explorer wouldnt let me log into myspace? once i started using internet safari it let me.

so maybe you should go to like or or whatever you dont use as a internet browser now and try one of those.

oh & PS: i dont want you to buy me mac.
its fine.