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Friday, January 16, 2009

No matter what they say, don't believe a word.

It kind of sucks when your friends just blow you off, ignore you, or flat out ditch you.
Oh well though, I suppose that it's my fault for choosing to surround myself with a majority of idiots.

The one person who knows just about every little thing about me is back in my life. We're trying to be careful and take things slow, but it's hard to do that. I'm happy, but also completely terrified. I haven't talked to anyone about it because I don't want everyone to know, especially if things end up the way they did before. I guess another reason I don't want to talk to people about it is that I don't want them to judge me and lecture me. I just feel like everyone will give me a lecture about how it's such a bad idea to let this person back into my life, when after having numerous conversations with this person, I feel like there is no reason not to.
Oh well though, it's my life and I suppose if I ever regret the decision it will give people a reason to say "I told you so."

Specktra finally started working for me again today. I wasn't expecting it to, but when I saw it load I got super excited. :D How nerdy is that? Hahaha.
Oh, and tonight I went to dinner with my mom, brother, my aunt, and aunt's friend at Ruby Tuesday to celebrate my aunt's birthday. I had never been there before, but I wasn't really hungry, so I just got a burger and fries. It was pretty good, and it was actually fun. :] I miss spending time with my aunt...
Oh, and my makeup looked really cute tonight!

I'm kind of getting tired of my hair. I was considering dying it, well I was planning on getting it highlighted again, but more this time, but it's so damn expensive! And I think I'm more in the mood for a cut change, I just have no idea how to cut it. I kind of want something a lot different than I've had in the past, but still cute. I have no idea what to do with it! =/


miss feedmekicks* said...

well, i told you that i was available for tonight. but eh, whatevz. sorry about whatever had happened.

um, i think that it's your choice and you really shouldn't care what other people want to lecture you about. just remember the things that were said while he was away. just because he claims to want a chance, doesn't mean everything in the past can just be erased. i am here to talk, and trust me i will never say i told you so. no matter what. kinda hurts that you haven't said anything more about it, or feel like you can't say anything to me about it. you know how i feel about it. have i ever said anything negative towards you? all i have said is my opinions on what you should do. sorry if that made you feel like you couldn't tell me or whatever. but i guess writing this blog is kind of a way to let me know? .....

i'm glad that your site started working. <33

I'm also glad your make up looked cute tonight and that you went and had some fun before your friends ditched you. atleast you got some yummy food. i've never been to ruby tuesdays.

i was kind of thinking about doing something with my hair too. i think that you should do like..a little more emo. well, not emo, but like..more choppy layers. i don't think you haver completely done that, yet.

i want to do the same thing, but i dunno. i never know about anything. shit sucks.

Anonymous said...

good luck with the person.
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and audrey wrote a freaking LOT!