It kind of sucks when your friends just blow you off, ignore you, or flat out ditch you.
Oh well though, I suppose that it's my fault for choosing to surround myself with a majority of idiots.
The one person who knows just about every little thing about me is back in my life. We're trying to be careful and take things slow, but it's hard to do that. I'm happy, but also completely terrified. I haven't talked to anyone about it because I don't want everyone to know, especially if things end up the way they did before. I guess another reason I don't want to talk to people about it is that I don't want them to judge me and lecture me. I just feel like everyone will give me a lecture about how it's such a bad idea to let this person back into my life, when after having numerous conversations with this person, I feel like there is no reason not to.
Oh well though, it's my life and I suppose if I ever regret the decision it will give people a reason to say "I told you so."
Specktra finally started working for me again today. I wasn't expecting it to, but when I saw it load I got super excited. :D How nerdy is that? Hahaha.
Oh, and tonight I went to dinner with my mom, brother, my aunt, and aunt's friend at Ruby Tuesday to celebrate my aunt's birthday. I had never been there before, but I wasn't really hungry, so I just got a burger and fries. It was pretty good, and it was actually fun. :] I miss spending time with my aunt...
Oh, and my makeup looked really cute tonight!
I'm kind of getting tired of my hair. I was considering dying it, well I was planning on getting it highlighted again, but more this time, but it's so damn expensive! And I think I'm more in the mood for a cut change, I just have no idea how to cut it. I kind of want something a lot different than I've had in the past, but still cute. I have no idea what to do with it! =/