I'm just sitting here upset hoping that today he will call me.
I want to call him but I can't do that.
I just want him to call me and tell me that he loves me, and that he knows we can fix this.
I know we said we were trying, but I could've tried so much harder, and I WANT TO.
It sucks, sitting here wondering what he's doing, wondering if he's as upset as I am or if he misses me, I just want him to call and make this all disappear. I'm just setting myself because if he doesn't it's just gonna hurt more.
It already hurts enough.
This isn't right, I know this isn't right.
We were meant to be together damnit. :(