I have a hard time admitting this. But I'm going to - right here, right now.
I have this serious desire to become a model.
I just want to lose weight so I can do this.
I honestly want to go somewhere... I don't even know where, and get some feedback, but I'm so afraid of rejection.
I'm so terrified that they'll laugh at me for honestly thinking I was pretty enough.
And right now, I know my body's not in it's best condition. I really need to get on track with my diet/exercise.
On another note, yesterday was Spooktacular, our Halloween event at my work, so instead of wearing my yucky uniform, I dressed up as a zebra. :D
I have this serious desire to become a model.
I just want to lose weight so I can do this.
I honestly want to go somewhere... I don't even know where, and get some feedback, but I'm so afraid of rejection.
I'm so terrified that they'll laugh at me for honestly thinking I was pretty enough.
And right now, I know my body's not in it's best condition. I really need to get on track with my diet/exercise.
On another note, yesterday was Spooktacular, our Halloween event at my work, so instead of wearing my yucky uniform, I dressed up as a zebra. :D
3 comments:
Rachel your beyond model material.
your absolutly stunning, && never left anyone tell you different!
p.s. i love you makeup, doll =]
dude!
you looked all super cute & stuff.
like seriously.
that is my favorite picture of you ever.
the first one.
but anywho, you CAN be a model.
dont let anyone tell you different.
i feel the same way about singing.
nobody really knows that i can sing.
but i can!
and i love to!
and i hope that one day i can be a singer and be all famous & have people sing MY songs.
i just get all happy thinking about it, but ya know... =[
you can do it !
u are gorgeous
GOOD LUCK!!!
love the stripes =]]zebraaaaaaaa
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