Alright, I had a very good weekend. (:
On Saturday I graduated high school, and wow... it felt AMAZING.
I kindof feel like it hit me, but now I'm back to not even feeling like I'll never be in high school again. Haha, weird right?
Sunday was my party, and I felt like a decent amount of people showed up. I felt like it was probably kind of boring for the people who came, but I had fun, and since it's my party I'm gonna be a little selfish and say that's all that matters. ;P
Last night I spent the night with Troy. He's kindof my favorite. I can't stop thinking about him... FUCK. Like, it freaks me out a little. I don't want to fall too hard, make an ass of myself, & get my heart broken. But I don't know, things feel pretty perfect right now. :D
I've been thinking about death a lot lately...
I mean, this past weekend was a pretty big part of my life, and it just makes me think of how some people weren't there.
Like, one day a person is here, and the next they aren't.
You don't get to say goodbye, and you look back realizing that even though you spent tons of time with someone, you never in your whole life were able to let them know how much they mean to you. It really sucks.
I should go visit my grandparent's graves soon.
We used to go, but my mom doesn't anymore. I don't know, that's her business.
But I'd like to go. I just don't really want to go alone. Except... I don't want to go with anyone.
It's been awhile, but I'm pretty sure I'll be a mess. Ha. =/